Duhh... Frente : Bizzare love triangle...

well, this is my first entry....
what?? y with the title??
well, as people may known, i am a lover.. totally romantic.. and quite sensitive as a man (it is actually sometimes scared me.. that i can cry on a book and movies).."shiver"... and well, one other characteristic that peps may known is that I EASILY FALLEN FOR A GIRL (apology for the gramar error).  And lately ( well, since around two month ago..) i've been going out with a girl.. a girl that i've chased since two years.. can u believe it... but well, lately.. our relationship has left some kinda space between us... and without me realizing.. i've started calling another girl.. codename "amanda" :P... she was someone important in my life.. but i thot now i've get over her.. when i realized i still kinda hope that she can become my love... However, i know that there's no way i could get her.. since i dun think she has any feeling to me... soo.. rite now.. i am trying to get over her again.. so i wont fell odd anymore when i am near my girl.. he he he he he...
.. another funny things rite now is.. i chose my blog name from my nick from my ex.. which is ugly.. unconcern.. selfish.. but i have to admit that i've loved her once...